All About Me ( BAAP's )
Let's Get Acquainted
Hello, I'm Nakia Founder of I Love BAAP'S Foundation
This blog came to be from my experiences dealing
You will come to understand my story (My Version) Not The Narcissist's side of the story but the Truth as we all have experienced our side doesn't get to be seen or heard it's a secret. (The Narc) as I like to call him, He used fear and blackmail to silence me. I was Physically Abused, Verbally, Mentally, Emotionally Abused, and manipulated, It's all abuse!!!
I think the Manipulation was worst for me because I would live in the awful things he said to me almost every second of the day. I felt like I was thinking for myself one day and the next day he was thinking for me, meaning he was helping me think or telling me what it was that I should be thinking, I'm a very Intelligent Woman who was (MIND FUCKED) into believing that I was less than this man who I had lowered my standards to be with. Ain't That Some Sh*t!
I was under his total control, I literally lost mind to this man. Yes, I went down the rabbit hole, I saw what the devil looked like and I also Loved him as well. I am an empath and clearly was no match for this demon because the end game was to break me down and reduce me to dirt in his eyes while my family and friends watched but couldnt do anything because early in the relationship he alienated me from them and I was so ashamed at how I was being controlled I kept everything a secret,
I was in the same situation as you Divine's are in now. It was like being on a Oprah show when she was giving out free cars, only the Narcissist was screaming you get a Narc!! You get a Narc!! and I was the unlucky contestant who he preyed on the whole relationshit.
I would hide in the bathroom and cry everyday trying to figure out why he would treat me so awful, asking myself why doesn't he love me the way I love him? I was putting 100% into this relationshit and the Narcissist gave me 10% and I took every crumb of that 10% he gave me because I loved this narcissist with whole soul. I really don't wanna say this but I was Desperate for his love so much so I doubted myself and believed him even when I knew he was telling me some incredible, unbelievable lie.
Anyway Ladies I said all that to say BAAP'S was created out of my PAIN. I'm not here giving advice about a subject matter I have no knowledge about. I've lived this Tragedy of Narcissistic Relationships all my life, and I do mean all, but we'll get into that soon enough.
Take this journey with me BAAP'S and we shall wipe each other's tears and be one another's ear.
Let's Climb this mountain together..
Sending Peace, Love and Light your way Divine Feminine's
I love you just in case nobody told you today. 😘
Thank you so much for being part of this Divine Community.
Thanks for Listening
Stay in Touch
You are welcome to keep coming back here to see new content. However, a better option is to subscribe to my newsletter! You will get updates on new posts and special content that is only available to my subscribers.
Copyright © 2024 I Love BAAP'S Foundation - All Rights Reserved.
I Love BAAP'S Foundation